hey guys!

hey everyone!! i´m in a city called león in nicaragua. it´s fairly cool. slash incredibly hot.
tomorrow is me and nate´s anniversary. damn it that sucks man.
man. i want to come home really bad. things have been pretty awkward with the whole ben and julianna thing, but ya know. that was to be expected. they sang a whole new world at the culture night last night. very interesting. then we went up as a group and played ¨the general¨i was the only person who sang for the whole song. lead singer if you will. scared the shit out of me.
yep. so, i come home on sunday. really excited for that. a nice long hot shower, clean towels, clean clothes, my own bed, not having the constant feeling of living in my own filth. gawd damn. it´s really depressing here. i just want to go home and be american again. get rid of all these boys slash men running after me yelling "oye china! adios! dame un beso" (translation: hey, chinese girl, hey, give me a kiss.) damn it i´m sick of it.
i´m excited for being able to walk down the street without having EVERY male on the block turn their head and stare at us.
damn i miss nate. tomorrow will be depressing. we are going to a meditative walk through a labyrinth, run by nuns. then going to the beach and watching the sunset. for some reason i think that nate and i would have watched the sunset had i been home tomorrow. damn thats sad. i´m pretty sure he´s going to have to work on sunday, so he wouldn´t be able to come with everyone to pick me up from the airport, but i´m going to tires plus when i get back. gawddamnit i need to see my friggin boyfriend. is that so hard to ask.
half hour or so left man. better use this internet time to the best of it´s abilities!